Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Of Friendship, Love and Lust


It was short but was worth it. You have been a witness to a much anticipated reunion of friendship, love and lust.

Of friendship, separated by time and brought to different heights but the spirit of it still remained kindled within the hearts of those involved. Years may pass without seeing and hearing from each other but you know deep within, someone from afar wishes you joy and success. You may find new ones along the way but the old ones are as good as wine; the older it gets the tastier it becomes.

Of love, between a girl and a boy...there you are at the peak of your so-called "forever." I found the love I thought I needed with the dedication that only a fool can betray which indeed happened. I lost but I gave it a chance to prove that there is still something worth saving which brought me to realize that there's nothing in there anymore. Nothing for me...for you...for us.

Of lust, it's the only thing left but on second thought it wasn't like the way it used to be. The passion has faded due to the pain brushing up every time we lay as one. Pretenses, inhibitions, doubt and guilt are all over and you just can't distinguish which is which. You were physically there but mentally nowhere.

Among these three, friendship stood out as the love and lust I once have for the boy I preserved myself for drowned and drenched me in agony.

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